| Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am AFRAID....
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| You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why..... |
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| I don't know what to write to be honest...Okay i have eight questions let's see how well you know me/ what you think about me:
1. What color are my eyes?
2. Whose my best friend?
3.What are my 2 biggest fears?
4.Where is my favorite place to eat at?
5.If you could give me advice what would it be?
6.Would you ever kiss me/ date me?
7.What do you like best about me?
8.If you could pick song that would decribe me or our friendship..what song would it be?
I know there retarded but i couldnt think much..but anywayz..Pray for Jacob
until later..peace
~mandy |
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| Though your far away you still seem near..I know God is protecting you and you reassure me everytime we talk that your coming home but dont know when.I get scared cause you see the real me unlike everybody else where i have to hide myself to world cause they dont understand and they judge me.You give me strength to believe in myself and that you'll always be there for me.God protect Jacob I pray this with all my heart and bring him home...
our favorite movie to watch together..lol..of all movies "Ice Age"
~mandy |
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| "Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything..."
Sometimes i don't understand why things happen...I almost lost a great person this week who means so much to me and to be honest if i lost him i really wouldnt know what to do.I thank God that nothing happened but i am still pretty shakened up.There so many bad people in this world and you have to watch your back and that is the sad thing..Three guys with ski mask on had guns and put him at gunpoint luckily they only thing they took were his wallet and cell phone but the fact that they had him at gunpoint is what scared me the most and the fact that they could have shot him..I just dont understand.....
~mandy |
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